I'm Not Gay (2020) is a satirical and provocative short film that addresses themes of internalized homophobia, toxic masculinity, and sexual identity in a context marked by social and cultural pressures. The story revolves around two male friends who begin to explore the boundaries of their relationship, while one of them repeatedly—and vehemently—insists that he is "not gay."
The film serves as a critique of denialism and emotional repression. The main character, often with an exaggerated bravery, engages in intimate and even romantic behavior with another man, while simultaneously rejecting any identification with homosexuality. This contradiction generates both a comical and uncomfortable tension, exposing how rigid standards of masculinity can distort the notion of desire and identity.
With cutting dialogue, intimate moments, and an ironic tone, I'm Not Gay reveals how fear of labels and the weight of social expectations can lead to the denial of authentic feelings. The narrative doesn't directly judge the characters, but rather presents a mirror of the insecurities many face when trying to reconcile what they feel with what they believe they "should" be.
Depending on the version (several shorts with this title have circulated online), the tone can range from absurd humor to serious criticism. However, the central theme remains: the difficulty of accepting one's own truth when it conflicts with cultural or personal norms.
I'm Not Gay is, at its core, an intense and current reflection on identity, desire, and the courage needed to live authentically in a world still marked by prejudice.
